Tuhan Yesus Setia

Tuhan Yesus Setia
Dia Sahabat Kita
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Tuhan Yesus Setia

Regret

I think I had done something bad, very bad.
and when I think more about that, remember the past, I feel I am so disgusting.
I should talk to somebody immediately about this.
It should be stopped before it is late.

Sorry God, I can't be a good kid.

Deadly wanna get my own income

poor me, being a girl that far away from home, live in a rented room alone. House mates are so ignorant.

haaaaaa stop to being so selfish, there are more people outside couldn't get any better than me.

But as a normal human, my consumptive instinct still exist. I cannot deny that, hahahaha

humm, now I deadly want these things to be mine, or to be done.

1. Good score, better than last semester

2. Slim body, huhahahahaha

3. My own vehicle, almost impossible if I beg my daddy to buy me one

4. New cellphone, blackberry onyx 2, or samsung s2, or iphone

5. Tablet PC, of course iPad

6. refrigerator

7. violin, randomly I want to get into music course

8. rice cooker and cooking utensils

9. New shoes for going to campus

10. New high heels/wedges

11. Starbucks tumbler

Dream high, I believe one day I can reach them all! yeaaahhh~

I feel like Alien

I don't know why, but I feel myself like an alien.
Like nobody has the same thought as me (don't count my BF).
Sometimes I wanna go outside the crowd and be alone
But I feel more sad if I am alone.
So I just hang up, striving with everything that contradictory with my mind and perception.

Is it only me or what? why I rarely get people who support and agree with me?
Most people fool me down, if I try to speak up.

What I have to do? I can't be myself.
I should be what they want I am gonna be.